Pregnant at 19

I need advice or some words of encouragement.

Yesterday I found out I am pregnant by my boyfriend of 23, he has a 2 year old already. He is a great father and provider so he is the least of my worries.

I’m in college I graduate in one more semester and the baby wouldn’t come until after that so again that would be no problem however my grandparents (who pay for my college) have completely cut me off because I would not listen to them anymore. They are very controlling and I want to live my own life. I know this pregnancy is the cherry on the cake lol.

My thing is that I have an apartment car and everything I can manage to pay for however I know I’ll need to get a job and work my ass off but I don’t want to settle for that. I do photography digital graphics and music videos, that is the life I love. I am also planning to move across the states to Cali with my boyfriend and finish my classes online. This move will be perfect for my career and interests.

I don’t want to get rid of the baby but idk if im exactly ready at the moment. I have nothing to offer my baby but love and I know finances and everything else are a huge factor. I guess me not knowing what I’m going to do with college, moving with my boyfriend to Cali, and just not being 100% stable is killing me. Also the reaction of my family is scaring me.