Husband is leaving me... adive/support please anyone

As I am in sitting on the stairs, my soon to be ex husband is packing all of his belongings to move back to a different city. 5 years of being together. I stayed and waited for him to change. He has hit me and called me names but I was so stupid and blinded. I stayed by his side waiting for him to change. I didn’t want to give up on my marriage. I just wanted us to be happy. I wanted him to love me. We tried for a baby but I failed at getting pregnant. He’s taking one of our dogs with him and I am so fucking heart broken. I’m keeping the other. I can’t even see his face and I know I will not get to say goodbye to my little fur baby. He cheated and I still didn’t leave. Now I feel so stupid. He’s leaving me. I feel like I’m going to just faint due to all my emotions and anxiety. I tried so hard to be a loving and supporting wife but I just was not enough for him. I just want to crawl into bed and cry everything out.. in a couple of minutes he’ll be gone. All of his things will be gone... I don’t want him to take my dog but I know it’s fair. I tried so hard but now it is finally over. I just wanted to have a soul mate and be a mom...