Quarantine depression

So even before quarantine I was starting to have depressed on issues because I just don’t feel like a person anymore. I’m just a mom. I stay at home with our kid (20 months) and it’s exhausting. I never have time for myself. Hell even as I’m writing this I’m erasing typos only made because my kid refuses to just sit on me. I’m a human jungle gym and I hate it. I can’t enjoy time with my child anymore because I’m so burnt out. They won’t even sleep in their own bed anymore. At least when we could go out I could leave her with dad and go get my nails done or go to the gym or he could take her out while I relax at home for a few hours. But we have been in quarantine a month now and I’m so mentally just done for. Send help. And vodka, wine just isn’t enough tonight.