Feeling depress!

So this is my rant ! Everybody around me is pregnant and had their baby I had a miscarriage the same time my sister in law, was pregnant then I have to hear that she's not enjoying her pregnancy better yet this pregnancy is killing me I cannot stand to hear her complain for nine months she has the baby and she still complaining while I'm dying for some symptoms here and nothing I  don't understand  how god works! maybe I'm jealous, I am just frustrated ! Mc April at 11 weeks:( I miss the feeling of joy!