I just needed him 😔

So before anyone comes at me, here’s a little background info. I have been quarantined with my bf and his family since our area issued the stay at home order. We work the same job and the same schedule. Anyways, I’ve been going through a lot and my bf is aware of that. Today I texted him while we were at work asking if he was gonna be free after work today because I really just needed him because of something that happened. he said of course and that he’s not busy. So after we’re both off we eat some dinner and relax for a couple minutes then, his brother comes asking if he wants to smoke a blunt with him, and my boyfriend being my boyfriend he says yes. (They normally take about half a hour- 45 mins) He offered me to come with but I declined because we had already had some plans for of our own and I just needed to rest...... I don’t care that he smokes that’s not the point. But I literally asked him for one thing and he can’t even just do that....