Who do I talk to?

I’ve struggled on and off with depression my whole life. My parents never understood it, and as I’ve gotten older I’ve been blessed with friends who are able to help me through certain things. Only problem is I never want to be that person, the one who’s continuously complaining and being upset. I’ve been doing really well for about a year now and just recently began struggling again and relapsed back into some old habits I never wanted to see again. I don’t really know what to do right now, I want to talk to someone but I don’t want to put my issues on other people.