My first time being pregnant

I can't help but stare at this photo I was so bloated and in love with the idea of getting to watch you grow. I was just starting to have nausea and my boobs were killing me not to mention being so bloated sweat pants and shorts were my go to. My heart broke when I lost you and it shattered even more to be become pregnant 3 months later only to lose another pregnancy. And to think I would have had a newborn February 14th would have been a blessing but I'm holding on to my faith. And trusting in the Lord one day we will get our rainbows🌈🌈👶