I am literally on my bed sobbing

I miss my partner so badly. We have loved each other since we were 12, but our parents wouldn’t let us date until we were 17. I am 17 1/2 right now. Both of us have a immune compromised parent, so I haven’t seen him for a month. After we hung up on FaceTime tonight, he sent me this song called Sparrow’s Wing. It fits so perfectly. I am listening to it on repeat and crying so hard. Please take us out of lockdown, God. I want him here so badly.