I’m such a baby! Are you?

Ok y’all, I’m about to be a huge cry baby! I’m pregnant with my 4th child, I had 3 kids back to back from 2009-2012 from that to now it’s been 8 years and I’m now 30, this pregnancy was not planned as a matter of fact the first words that came out of my mouth were oh sh** and F*** mind you I don’t cuss at all but we were not planning on baby #4 so safe to say I’ve forgotten what pregnancy feels like, all my pregnancies have been hell, with the first I had sever vomit and was anemic and got gallstones weekly trips to the ER because of pain, it was hell I had lost 20lbs and my baby was premature, then after 2 months of having my baby I end up pregnant again! The bone pain was horrible my Dr suggested To have an abortion, because first baby was breached and had a c-section, against his wishes I continued with my pregnancy and gave birth to my second baby in 2010 then after 2 years, I end up pregnant again and give birth to my 3 and “last” child in 2012 all my pregnancies were a blur except for the first, anyway now I’m here pregnant again, beyond grateful for this blessing but I have all these symptoms nausea, gas, shortness of breath, fatigue and I’m so grateful that it’s nothing like my first but I’m living it now again I’ve lost 8lbs and I’m just not having a good time, and on top of it all I’m stuck at home!!!!! I can’t go out to the stores to the park anywhere and it’s overwhelming! I just need someone to relate to because I feel like it’s just me who is going crazy.