I don’t love myself. (Please reply, i need advice)

I’m puerro Rican and white and I strongly embrace my Hispanic side (my mom’s side) because I’m so in love with the culture and my dad’s side (the white side) we just don’t connect the way my mom’s side does and I’m fine with it.

My mom never taught me Spanish and I look white and I just feel so disconnected with my culture. My mom’ side raised me with the culture but never really put me into it. I just feel like I don’t belong.

To Hispanics I’m not Hispanic enough and to white people they just don’t understand me on a personal level since I was raised differently. I’m thinking of when I turn 18 (I’m 16 almost 17) and save enough money I might move to Puerto Rico and just try to feel more connected with my culture. It feels like a part of me is missing and it’s such a beautiful part.

I just feel so out of place. I don’t belong anywhere