Venting

I feel like my mental health is going downhill and I’m struggling. I really thought I was getting better and talked about going down a dose on my anti-anxiety meds. But there’s so much happening.

I work at a hospital so it’s stressful. My coworkers irritate me most of the time. I’m just sick of being walked all over but I don’t want to constantly be complaining to my boss about it.

My boyfriend is pretty on edge too because he’s stuck home since his work closed. We’ve been arguing more . He is my rock so I usually talk to him about stuff but he just isn’t all there right now.

And then I feel like all my friends have abandoned me. I do try to reach out to them and sometimes they reply but eventually the don’t reply or kill the convo.

I just feel really alone and the fact the our state is on a stay at home order. I just don’t know where to turn