Husband said I suck at painting 🙁

I just need to vent . I literally never had a hobby. I’m not good at anything. I tried to start painting. Bc i think it’s cool. and it’s relaxing to my mind. And I’m laid off due to COVID19 so when my little ones go to sleep I go and paint on my back inside porch. I suck though. My husband even said I can’t paint at all. it just made me feel so down BC I Find peace doing it. I just feel dumb BC naturally I am not a painter. Clearly. I really want to be good at it. I watched a lot of videos and practice but it’s just not in me. 😭😭 I wish i was good at something naturally.

Made this for my friends daughter..

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