I am over everything

(I’m 16) So lately I have been feeling very depressed and suicidal and no one really believes me because I’m always the ‘perfect’ girl. So I was talking to my parents about it and I’m going to therapy soon and personally I feel like I just need to put my life on pause and go into a mental hospital, and just disconnect and get healthy. I have been struggling with depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and more since around 8th grade (now I’m in 10th).

(We’ve been dating for 7 months)

And I guess the main thing for this post was what my boyfriend said to me. I am in a weak and vulnerable state right now. And I’m talking to him about it. I explain my anxiety, depression and how I haven’t been sleeping and just everything to him. And all he says is :

“Awe I’m sorry bby but please get some sleep for me and don’t go. Just FaceTime and don’t go.”

So I reply: “wth? wdym by ‘don’t go’”

He says: “don’t go to therapy or the mental hospital you can call me.”

So I just reply with:

Wtf......and I go off (which you can see below)

(And just a reminder I am 16 and he is 17!!!) how I he worried about ‘being a simp’

HE REPLIES AND SAYS TO ME: