Is it possible to have pregnancy depression ?

I feel so down I’m sick asf. An on top of that my marriage is trash I’m not in love ! My “husband” has made cheating mistakes an i don’t trust him at all an I left him but he begged his way back , an we got a new place an tried to work on us an ended up pregnant cause getting back together had the relationship feeling full of passion “that break up to make up feel” , but it was fake in my eyes cause that not in love feeling was still there for me & now our sex is down right awful I feel like I’m just being fucked ! Not loved on as a pregnant wife an he excuse is he was tired an dehydrated lmao like wtf ? I’d rather you not touch me then I’m lusting for other men looking up old ex’s an shit smh I’m just so lost at 23 years old im lost an have no one to talk to an my anger is blocking my tears ! 🥺