Feel like everybody can get pregnant but me

My friend just has her second child since we been friends her 3rd child tho I’m very happy for her she has her boy now but my friend that I have been friends with since 10th grade is pregnant for the forth time and she is gonna get her second abortion smh like why the fuck I ain’t get pregnant lmao I guess I need a man too but still🤣🤣. And her boyfriend is like 46 and we are 33 smh i couldn’t get pregnant but a dude with 6 kids alreadysmh like wtf. I done had test and ultrasounds done and kno that everything is fine tubes open, no inflammation. I did opk test and have received positive . I even fucked my baby daddy to try to get pregnant and dnt even like his ass. He do what he can when he want to for my daughter (13) but no just wanted another kid and was like fuck it lmma just try it. Didn’t work. Like ugh what the fuck I have been in a 2 relationships for a few years and tried it then no success but it did take 9 months before I conceived wit my daughter. I tried to track my period and at this point I just give up I ain’t got the energy for this . Sorry just had to vent ... and yeah I kno I ain’t perfect and yeah I done had a few dicks in my life so what most of it was some really good dick 🤣🤣