I think I may have been molested as a *young child.

I found some diaries when I was in middle school. In my diaries I wrote about my dreams. I write about my dreams as a child as well. You know that moment when you read soemthing you’ve written a while back and you’ve completely forgotten it happened, until it resurfaced again? That’s what happened to me. I had dreams of Mickie mouse trying to take off my panties and convince me to get into bed with him. This is not a normal thing a 5 year old should have dreams about. I actually have memories of being molested, but this was when I was around 7 or 8. I don’t remember anything before I started going to elementary school. I’m just wondering if I could have been molested because why would a five year old have sexual dreams ? Who taught me about sex??? Smh