My SO is dying

My SO is dying...I have known this now for the last two years. We have been together for three. He is constantly in and out of the hospital. Last year he was emitted to the hospital 19 times. His stays can last up to over a week.

He has SEVERE asthma. He has had it all his life. He has also had legionnaires and a lung collapse.

He now coughs up blood constantly and some days he even pees blood. Doctors still blow him off. They are doing nothing for him. My SO is 29 years old and ready to die.

Everyday I watch him suffer. Everyday I have to accept that he is going to die way before he should. I'm going to lose my bestfriend. I'm going to lose the only person who has seen me at my worse..but continues to support and love me.

I honestly can not see my life without him in it. I do not feel I can live without him. I can not even begin to imagine living with out him

I know that when he dies, I will have to be hospitalized because I will not be able to handle that heartbreak.

I just love him so much....