Pregnant but not ready.

I have 3 children already under 5 and I’m only young still not even in my 30s but just found out I’m pregnant about 7 weeks 😭 I always wanted another baby but not right now, my religion doesn’t believe in abortions and I will love and care for this baby but life isn’t great right now and I don’t want all of the judgement from people.

I was hoping to start a new job and get a bigger house, start looking for a mortgage but how can I do that now?

I feel so crappy 😞

And they’ll be so close to my other children’s birthdays to.

Yes i took measures to prevent a pregnancy although there was some times where we wasn’t careful, I know I only have myself to blame.