HELP ME PLEASE

6 months ago the idea that I might also like girls popped into my head. I had allways just loved to see lesbian couples and just loved LGBTQ+ things so much. There has been some events that I am not comfortable with sharing that do really incline the balance to me being into girls especially because I'd "go through those events" again, i have been exitated by girls, I can totally imagine myself in a relationship with a girl (smile when i do) but I have never had a crush on a girl(that I have known of) wich really makes me doubt and obviously never been with a relationship with one. I am dying to kiss a girl and be in a relationship with one (same with a guy) definitely would say yes to dating if a girl said she liked me . HELP I am confusion. (Btw I'm 14)