I just don’t know what to do anymore

I’m at a loss for words, so since I had my daughter 10 months ago my husband hasn’t wanted to have sex with me. I’m currently 18 weeks + 3 days pregnant with our son.

Today I discovered he is still watching porn and I know men do that, but what bothers me is I asked him 3 times that if he wanted to watch it, to watch it with me. He don’t want too. If I bring up that it bothers me some how he makes me feel bad for finding out.

I was 20 feet away from him; and he’d rather jack off then have sex. Which hurts alittle, because I already feel ugly.