Does it count?

So I’m a Christian, I’m waiting until marriage but about a year ago I was molested and it really hard to deal with because I don’t know if I’ve broken a rule or it doesn’t count. It’s to the point where I’m staying up until 5 to 6 in the morning thinking about it because I don’t know if it counts. I’m having really bad panic attacks and really bad stress but there’s no real answer. I just want someone who is also going through this to help me out.