teen pregnancy

i’m an early-ish teen.

a little over a month ago i had unprotected sex with a guy, like a dumbass. he didnt cum inside me though and idek if he was pre yet. this morning i started feeling sick to my stomach. i have no way of buying myself a pregnancy test and i dont know if any of my friends will get it for me. if i am, i’d have to have an abortion because i can’t deal with a pregnancy, telling my dad that i’ve had sex and got pregnant, or having to go through high school with a baby or being pregnant. i’ve already dealt with rumors last year about me getting pregnant and i’m really scared. what do i do?