Divorce

I never wanted to get married, because I was terrified of divorce. Then I met someone, fell in love, and married. Fast forward through tons of phones, properly, and so on.. destroyed in a tantrum. Losing our home. Standing by him to get help. Arranging doctor visits. Constantly being spoken down to. No sex or communication.

Constantly leaving me to stay at his dads a few days, knowing I have no family here.

Him running away at a drop of the dime rather than deal with problems or grow.

Today, I asked for a divorce. I’m scared, sad, 31 and moving in with my family. Not where I thought I’d be- but I’m moving forward