I feel ugly

Here lately I have been looking at myself and thinking of all the things I could do to myself to make me prettier. Lip filler here, a nose job, new teeth for a straighter smile. I need to lose weight and tone up. I laid in bed today and just cried because I just feel so ugly. I hate myself and the way I look. I wish I could change so much about me. Im struggling with my mental happiness and just want to lay in bed all day. I have a lump in my throat and my heart always seems to beat a little faster. I just wish I was prettier. I wish I looked different.