Reality is starting to set in

Reality that I may never be a mommy is setting in. My husband has no interest in having sex. The fact that I have to beg for it is starting to get to me. I know he has his issues with low t and is on meds to help with it, but he does nothing as far as lifestyle changes to help. I’m here laying in bed hysterical crying because I may never have anyone to call me mommy.