Gender disappointment edit:

I don't even know what I'm having yet (don't find out until July) but I'm going to be so disappointed if it's another boy☹️ I have had two boys now and I just want a girl. I feel horrible for saying that because I should be happy as long as they're healthy but I'm worried I'll actually be really upset when I find out it's a boy (because I'm about 98% sure it's going to be a boy!!) 😭

Edit: I'm still happy I'm having a baby! I'll still love baby just as much if it's a boy. I'll probably be upset for all of about a few days... I'm not just going to not have a baby incase it's a boy... I'm still going to be happy about a boy, I'll just need time to accept the fact I'll never have a girl!

This is my last baby before getting my cervix and womb removed because of cervical cancer...