Done with it!!

I just feel so out of it. After BD when we were supposed to, but just having fun with it...11 dpo...BFN 😭😭

I have been praying and praying and praying for something and NOTHING. I'm losing hope and losing my faith 😔😔. Been TTC for a year.

I wanted to give my husband an early Happy Father's Day surprise and let my 6 year old whose been praying for a sibling he's gonna be a Big Brother, but I guess that wont happen.

I'm just thinking that God just doesnt want me to have any more children. And I want at least 2 more. To be able.to give my husband a child of his own. (Had a son before we got married...he claims him as his own)

I know they say don't count yourself out until AF shows up, but...I'm just done with it all! I GIVE UP!!