My neighbor died. 🥺💐

I didn’t know her well just a friendly face and a compliment here or there. She was 23. Accidentally shot in her apartment by her friend. We watched them trying to bring her back and they got her back but she lost at the hospital. Her boyfriend just told my husband she was pregnant. I also I had learned from her that day that she has a 2&4yr old as well. I didn’t know her yet here I am feeling so conflicted. I had noticed some signs of drugs use. The day she died and the day before she had (the friend that shot her) banging on her door early in the morning and for sooooo long I instantly started getting worried about an overdose and mention to my husband that I felt like we’d be having cops and ambulance in the apartment for an overdose. Then the next day (the day she died) I had the same feeling once again my thinking overdose. Then that night came. I was woken to the sound of sirens stopping right out front. The scene I’ve been predicting the past two days is literally unfolding infront of me. Yet not an overdose but an accidental shooting. The friend supposedly always carries a gun and was high on some stuff(not forsure what) and accidentally killed his friend someone’s girlfriend, mom, daughter. I feel so odd. Ik I didn’t wish Ill on her she was always so friendly but god why did I say it why did I say she was going to die. Now she is and I feel I wished it on her like I spoke it into reality. I just learned she was pregnant she was shot in the neck she only had an 11% chance of making it. She always was so friendly and I just am so timid of everyone. Rip Jordyn and your angel baby. I’m so sorry I didn’t take the time to get to know you.