Secound pregnancy is so different

I have a 1 year old and I just find this time around with my secound pregnancy it’s so different. It’s much more relaxed.... I barley have time to think about it during the day. If that makes sense? Everything’s going to be different due to Covid-19, b also because it will be our second baby. Like my first we had a huge baby shower and a really cool gender reveal. I don’t think we will have either really.. Maybe a little gender reveal at my parents but it will be just us outside no one else. I sorta feel bad that everything is so different but have also heard this happens with baby #2. I remember my first pregnancy I wrote everything in a little baby book/journal including stuff that happened through the pregnancy. I really don’t have time or energy to do that this time around.... I am very excited to find out if we are having another girl or a boy. Either way God has blessed us with another gift and we are more than thankful to welcome another baby into our life. But it will always change things depending what we’re having also. Anyone else in the same boat???