Testing after miscarriage- TRIGGER

So having a miscarriage is a devastating thing, I've been through it myself 3 times and each time it has been harder for me. But when you are TTC after a miscarriage. You. Are. Not. The. Same.

Whether you had a chemical and those lines didnt get darker or you went to an early scan all excited just to be told there's no heartbeat...the next time you get pregnant it is full of anxiety. It makes you feel like you are crazy! You want to test all the time, you may pee in a cup and dip one test but that other brand is just begging you to be dipped, so you don't resist!

Before you know it your buying more, different brands, hoping that line gets darker and darker each time. Then if it doesn't which is likely when you test so often, you panic, you think somethings wrong!

This is normal! I've done it, I've had friends who have done it and I've seen it on here so much! Don't let anyone here tell you to stop testing or that it doesn't matter about line progression. If it helps you get through this stage then you do you!

Here are my many many tests....yes its excessive but if I didnt do one- I was worse! Now at 6 and hakf weeks pregnant I have stopped, last test was just before 6 weeks.

I just wanted to let women know that you arent alone, if you're a POAS addict, you are not alone!