Buying a dildo

So I’ve been planning on buying a dildo for weeks cause masturbation really helps me relieve stress and fall asleep. Every time I’m about to buy one I exit the page cause I feel like I’m wasting money. I try to tell myself I deserve to enjoy that alone time and it’s no big deal. I’m so cheap but I’ve never owned a dildo and wanna try it. I just need some motivation and good reasons

to just get over being cheap and buy one already!!