I can’t do it anymore.

I’m overwhelmed and exhausted. I’m a stay at home with a 1 year old boy and a 1 month old girl. I had them close together (unplanned) and I’m a mess. you’d think staying home is an easy job - but I’m a mess... I keep beating myself up because it’s hard giving both my attention. I have not taken the best care of my daughter bc of everything I have to do for my other baby. If one is crying I must put the other down to tend to that one, but then the other starts to cry and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m a failure, to my kids and to my husband. I’m tired of changing diapers every 5 minutes, I’m tired of making bottles every hour. I’m tired of not feeding myself or brushing my hair anymore. I’m tired of feeling hot and sweaty all the time. Im tired of not ever sleeping. I’m tired of not giving my husband my time. I’m tired of not feeling good enough for anyone. I didn’t battle pp depression after my son like I am now. I just want it all to end...😞