Wow that hurt.

Backstory I had a miscarriage with my very first pregnancy last July. Since then its been extremely hard to be around those who are pregnant and have just had babies. Well tonight we had a family gathering and my moms stepbrother and wife came and they have a newborn baby. Obviously I am standoffish the whole time they talked about the babies and their pregnancies. This evening after everyone leaves my mom made a comment that I need to stop acting like everyone who has a baby before me is damned to hell. That really hurt..