A calm anxiety attack

First of all if you hate weed I don’t care it’s legal here. I did nothing illegal. So I was in so much pain last night because of my period. I had nothing for pain at all not even Tylenol but we did have weed. I stopped smoking long ago because my anxiety and panic attacks became so severe.

Weed induced my panic attacks. I figure i could take 2 of my .5 mg xanax’s which, I am prescribed to take up to 3.

And I smoked. I was in so much pain I was like FUCK. THIS. I took two huge fat hits off of a bong.

And no, I did not get fucked up. My intent was to have a calm high and to relieve the agony I was in.

Yeah. I still got super paranoid.

It was the weirdest thing ever. I was paranoid, but my thoughts weren’t so scattered. It was like organized anxiety. Nevertheless i was still sitting there like a zombie. Breathing slowly, hating myself for what I had just done. It was like the marijuana had way more power over the Xanax, but it did its job at slowing my breathing and heart. I truly don’t like the way marijuana makes me feel anymore. But i forgot about my period cramps so at least I switched agony over for some paranoia.

Idk, it was just weird. It’s probably not good to mix these two things but ANXIETY MEDICATION still doesn’t stop weed from including my anxiety. I won’t ever do it again. I’ll just suffer if I’m out of ibuprofen or Tylenol.

And yes we know about strains. It’s legal here, my SO buys from dispensary’s and they tell him what everything is. I chose one that mellows you out and had a low THC content.

So there’s my story for the night