Remembered old memory

I remember when my mom was racist towards me and my brother. I say was because it is in the past. (Yeah people can change how crazy is that). With everything going on have been going back in memories and thinking about all the times I was discriminated against, had racist remarks and actions towards me, all of that. This isnt about being black either, i have many stories about that to but thats seperate.

I remember when i was younger my mom saying so really horrible things about my birth dad, it wasnt often but it happened and it stuck with me. Me and my brother were both from 1 dad, mexican and black, and my other 2 brothers were from a different dad, he was black. It was sad how my mom's hatred towards my dad trickled into how she would interact with us, she was verbally abusive and she would constantly tell mt brother he looked like our father and she hated it. Me and my brother grew up feeling like we didnt fit in. We hated ourselves and each other very much. It sucked. But the positive out of this was that my mom was able to see the error of her ways and realized her strong feelings were not towards a race or her kids but 1 person and she did a lot to make up for it and patch things up.

(Dont take this post the wrong way, like i said it just popped back in my head due to all the craziness so i wanted to talk about it. And i feel like its less heard of for a mother to hate the race of her own children so i wanted to share)