Feeling really down

Hi ladies, I’m probably writing this just to get it off my shoulders and for someone to speak to. I’m feeling really unwell. I’ve got a 2yr old daughter as much as I love her and she means the world to me I’m just feeling so overwhelmed. I’m feeling really guilty about it too. I’m crying so much while writing this. I literally have no one else to talk to. I’m currently pregnant with my third daughter as we lost our second baby at 21 weeks pregnant. So I’m sure emotions are really taking part in this. So my whole point of this is I’m feeling so overwhelmed and tired and my husband who use to always be supportive is just making things worse. I’m sure for whose of you who have toddlers that age know it’s not easy, I have my family live close but they don’t help out much as I always like to be independent ever since she was born I’ve done everything on my own. My issue is that everyone keeps telling my daughter off for the silliest things including my mum and sisters (I have 4). I have a devil of a nephew that gives my daughter hell(constantly pushing and hitting her every time he sees her) my husband makes it worse by always shouting at her at how and even gives her a little slap on the hand every now and then. I’m just fed up with all this and feel like my daughter is always bullied as no one in my family says anything to my nephew, they literally see him doing everything wrong and don’t say a word. If my daughter is holding a lollipop and another kid is and she tries to take it off him(which is normal thing with toddlers) they just all start going off at her. I’m with my daughter all day everyday and she does not go daycare. I feel tired, stressed, overwhelmed and feel bad when I do scream at her because sometimes I’m just fed up too. I’m considered a high risk pregnancy however I’m doing cleaning, cooking, and looking after our daughter everyday and I’m just tired. I feel like I need to speak to someone but don’t know who. Sometimes it’s hard to take her everywhere I go so anywhere I go I think twice about it because yes she’s almost 2 and does go crazy at times so it’s difficult to go drs or hospital appointments and take her with me. Also she’s super attached to me now and won’t even stay with her dad alone(not even if I go shower).

Also forgot to add that today was such a rough day for me I was so tired, as usual went to my parents house, everyone going off at my daughter, come back home and just as we about to go up my husband accidentally closed the door on my daughters foot so obviously she started crying, go upstairs and put her on the bed then my husband starts going off at her for non stop crying. Then I started getting angry, I felt like that’s it I was at my tipping point I started shouting and saying how she just got her foot stuck in a car door, people non stop shouting at her all night, then you come and tell her to be quiet? Also adding she was super sleepy. How dare I say that, he held me from my hair and shouted at my face then was in the kitchen and I kept on going to be honest and we were calling each other names then she sprayed me with water from the kitchen sink and started saying how I’m the worst wife ever and how he can’t stand me anymore 😔 honestly that’s just what I really needed at the end of a long day. I really feel broken and lost 💔