Pregnancy blues

I’ve been wit my boyfriend for 2 years now and I got pregnant the first time 3 months into dating snd we decided that getting an abortion was the right things because we barely knew each other and was still very immature. So fast forward to today 6/13/20 I find out that I’m pregnant. He was telling me for months that he wants me to have his baby and keeps nutting in me. Of course I want the baby because we are more mature and have steady full time jobs and he’s going to the navy. He asked me do I plan on keeping it I said yes, I’m not going through another abortion because that broke me. He says he has a lot going on and his whole court situation. I said yes I know but we both agreed we wanted a baby so its time for you to grow up. He’s trying to run away a second time. My parents didn’t want me to get an abortion but they supported me and I didn’t want to either but it was the right thing. This time I am keeping it because I’m not running. I’m not going to ruin myself and my body again for another abortion. i see teenagers growing up and being amazing parents to their kids so why can’t I. I already gave one up and I’m never doing it again.