Closer the date gets, more scared I get

Hi everyone

Just wondering if anyone else is feeling the same or I'm just having a few off days but I even said to my partner last night the closer the day gets to our baby arriving the more scared I am getting as this is my first baby and I have no idea what I am doing or how to look after a newborn etc. Even at night time as I'm awake most nights now as cant sleep it just plays on my mind the scenarios of what ifs. 

Even though I have worked in childcare for 12 years its completely different when you have your own.

I know I have my family and my partners family to call if we need help but it's still scary and I'm.worried I am going to mess something up.

And it doesnt help with this stupid covid 19 as all parental classes have been cancelled that prepare you for parenthood etc.

Thanks in advance x