Baby shower blues

So my baby shower was yesterday. My family went nuts putting together a social distancing shower (my county is currently in phase 2 of reopening without many cases of the virus left so small gatherings are permitted) and while my family and MIL and SIL were there, not a single friend of mine showed up. They all either cancelled in the morning with a lame excuse or just didnt show up. It was honestly really heartbreaking and I'm hormonal and haven't stopped crying. My sister passed a week before i found out i was pregnant plus the virus happened, so i admit i became kinda reclusive the last 8 months, but I've always put my shit aside to show support to all my friends and their life events and to not be shown that same love in such a crazy and uncertain time has me really hurt. I'm so thankful for my family who was there, and it was nice to be with them all. Have any of you dealt with this? I dont even know how to talk to my friends after this