I need your advice, opinions, thoughts please :)

Hello! So I had my rainbow baby January 2020 and she is absolutely perfect and I love her so much! Now that I have her I am stressing out about having another child soon due to my age. I will be 35 this year. My pregnancy with her was very very difficult on my body and I was pretty sick and in pain all 9 months and I tore pretty bad during my labor... 3rd degree tear and lost so much blood. My body still isn’t the same and I am still healing... I had no idea 5 months after I would still be healing... I feel like they don’t tell you this. Anyways I want to enjoy my little one, but I also don’t want to wait long cuz I don’t want my age to effect my pregnancy...I also worry about Covid and I am worried if I were to become pregnant again it would worry me even more with Covid going around. I work at a school and I am so scared to go back cuz I don’t want to bring any germs home to my little January baby. What are your thoughts on my situation?