Porn/Cheating/Secrets

I have a 4 month old & a toddler.

My husband cheated for a whole year with a co worker until I found out.

He said he would change.

Fast forward today, I’ve been catching him deleting his search history because he’s been watching porn. Mind you he’s always said he has never liked watching it. Has been doing it daily while I take the kids on a walk.

Has deleted things off his Snapchat.

Now I’m questioning what else he has been lying about and keeping from me.

We have not had sex since I was 7- 8 months pregnant. Only once since the baby was born.

He only asks for oral. Which I haven’t done since I feel he’s only thinking about himself and not about my needs.

He works 40 hours a week. He gets home and goes straight to sleep. Won’t pick the kids up from the sitter. Works out 1-2 hr a day.

I work 40+ hours a week, exclusively breastfeed when I’m home. & pump while at work, get home to clean, do laundry, pick up and take care of the kids.

I feel like throwing in the towel at this point.

Any advice.