Mourning one loss more than another

Anyone who’s dealt with more than one pregnancy loss, did you mourn one loss more than another? I had a molar pregnancy discovered at 11 weeks and it just destroyed me mentally. Then I miscarried at 5 weeks about a year later and while I certainly cried and mourned, it wasn’t for months on end like the first one. Sometimes out of the blue I’ll think of my losses and be sad but I feel guilty that I didn’t mourn as long with the second as I did the first. Especially because the first one wasn’t a “real” baby (complete molar) and the second one was.