Scared of labor

I have a lot of anxiety and the closer to my date I get the more scared I get and I try to stop myself from being scared but I just can’t help it and when I would tell my family they would say that the baby not even the worst part pushing out the placenta hurts even more and that I’m going to be in pain after when I’m recovering and it’s honestly making me more scared and wishing I didn’t get pregnant (even though we’ve been trying to get pregnant) they just making my experience miserable and now I’m too the point that I’m in tears all the time because I’m so scared