I just .. I don’t think I can do it much longer

I feel like such a fucking idiot... I got married at 18.. to who at the time was the love of my life; but now it don’t feel like that. He was so helpful and considerate at first but since then it has been a downhill snowball effect. Everyday he puts me down for something. All week he had been telling me he is going to do the dishes; that he didn’t want me to touch them Well yesterday he washed maybe 10 and then asked me to do it. After I done cleaned the hell out of the house.

Then this morning he got pissed at me because I didn’t wash the fucking dishes!! I do everything for this motherfucker. He hasn’t had to do laundry in about I would say 2 years. He hasn’t had to pick up after himself since 6-9 months ago. He is working so I don’t expect him to come home and clean the entire house; but I do expect him to be a adult and clean up after himself; and be able to handle our daughter so I can eat/sleep. But no, he says I spoiled her and all she wants is mommy. (Oh I’m also 26 weeks pregnant; so sleep is getting harder and harder to get.)