Venting

I’m so exhausted with this pregnancy, it’s my second one after a miscarriage but after 9 seizure I’m just so tired of it all and just want my baby girl out. Doctor and specialist think it’ll be best to have her at 38 weeks and no earlier. I’m 35 weeks and 4 days today and having to spend the night due to seizures. I just want to go home and sleep, I know my husband is tired with hospital visits and the constant stress and worry of mine and Arabella’s health. 38 weeks can’t come fast enough.