Feeling down all the time 😞

I’m 20+5 weeks and I’m feel down and sad almost everyday, everything is bothering me and makes me cry. Today I had to give 2 kittens away and I started crying like a baby, my husband asked me to change the song that was playing in the car I felt really like he hates me😂🤦🏻‍♀️ and it hurts right in my heart. Last night I started sobbing like crazy just because my cat peed on the floor 😭 even when my husband goes to see his friends I start crying because I’m feeling lonely

ik it’s all hormones but Idk how long I can take😭

I feel like I’m going into a depression or something I wanna be alone and I want to cry the whole time