A Miracle Whitish Be Nice ... But A Prayer Is More Important

Regardless of the reality we are facing, we will continue on with this journey which lays within my womb. I DON'T need to go into details of the matter.

Even though we believe in God, I did my ranting to Him and beat Him up with my feelings of uncertainty. We still believe even if things workout or not.

All I can say, is this life in me, is not for me to take. This beautiful baby has a strong heartbeat, like a drummer, constantly pounding away and trying to fight for its right to survive! Lord willingly may He intervene with a miracle, or provide a better life than I can give, where there is no suffering.

We are still parents of this beautiful bundle of joy no matter what the outcome becomes. We will fight for this baby's life to the best of our ability, with clear minds and open hearts.

When I see their strong heartbeat, my eyes light up, though my mind knows the reality. I will carry this baby in me with a better perspective of life and try my hardest to get through this with my supportive Husband by my side, and with God on both of our sides.

Keep on keeping on.