Not excited ..

So this is my fourth baby And fourth girl. And I just feel like it’s just not as exciting this time around. Like everyone is just like “oh another baby. Ok. Whatever”. And it makes me not excited and I have all this anxiety about going from three to four. And I don’t feel guilty for feeling this way. But I can’t help it And it doesn’t help that I have like no friends at all. And the few friends I do have live four hours away.. anyone else feel some what the same way?