Deprived... & Denied..

My boyfriend and I have been together for 7-8 months and everything has been great! But I am feeling SEXUALLY DEPRIVED!!

One thing to know about me is I'm one to get to know the other person and their past because that's what has made them who they are today. Well his last ex and him were together (6 months) because he was "only sexually attracted to her" and that's all they did.. "often".

Well he tells me he's thankful him and I have both a physical and emotional connection but I can't tell you how many times he's sexually turned me down.. I've never been sexually turned down in past relationships so this has been hard for me.

Part of me feels like he isn't as attracted to me as he was his ex or something, even though "I get him off faster than any other girl has".

I asked him one time who his "best partner sexually is/was" and he didn't say a word so I gave him a solid minute or two and I finally said "it's the last one, isn't it?" He finally said yes and apologized, didn't wanna hurt my feelings. Then proceeded to tell me he loves me and loves what him and I have and how beautiful I am but of course it hurt. I stayed calm even though I was told I'm "for sure a solid 2nd" but stayed silent the rest of the night, especially the next day, I didn't wanna say anything out of emotion because man... Was I on the edge of crying.

Fast forward 2 days and I ask him why he chose her and he said, "I was actually thinking about it in the shower this morning and after giving me more time to think about it, I'd say you're my number one, and I'm not saying that to make you feel better but my thoughts included" (with more talk about why). But I feel he turns me down so often and it makes me wonder if he ever did that to her, even though that's "all they ever did".

I'm feeling hurt and denied.. I don't want to feel that way but I'm almost starting to resent him in a way. I need advice!