Sister rant

I just need to rant about my sister for a bit. My sister has just found out shes pregnant again, I'm currently 26 weeks pregnant with my second and whilst i know it doesnt effect me really its made me so angry and frustrated.

I struggled for years to get pregnant with my first and in that time she got pregnant. It hurt to start with because we were so desperate but I got passed that and i loved being an aunty. She split with the dad whilst she was pregnant.

When I did finally get pregnant both her an my sister in law got pregnant too. My sister in law was a few days out from us so she was pregnant before we even found out. But my sister who was already stuggling(and not a very good mother) deliberately went out of her way to get pregnant too. I know its petty but I had wanted to be pregnant alone.

She has since had both her kids taken away because her and her current partner(father of child 2) have been deemed bad parents by social services. They have horrible fights bevause they both have bad tempers and they are both dependant in marijuana. My sister has smoked it all through both pregnancies. They spend all their money on themselves and constantly try to borrow from everyone.

Im now 26 weeks pregnant with my second and she has announced to my mum shes just found out she is pregnant too. I know it really doesn't concern me but I just feel so angry. I'm mostly angry for the children involved because they've been neglected but im also angry because I know she has deliberately gotten pregnant because I am because she wants the attention on her.

Anyway. I just needed to rant and get it off my chest thanks for reading